yowza...

[arib]

I didn't realize 6AM on Sundays actually existed...

I had to take a new route to work today, as my usual bus doesn't run on Sundays. (I'll be working Sundays for the forseeable future, bummer.)

I had the directions from my boss, and I guess I loaded them into my brain's autopilot, because I just started following them without paying attention to my surroundings.

That was when I started beating up on myself.
I've been down for the past day or so, but some of what was going through my head was harsh.
After about 15 minutes of enlightened self-abuse, I looked up and realized that I'd been walking past a cemetary for the past half-mile or so. As soon as I get home, I'm meditating for at least half an hour.

Something seems to be very wrong inside my head, and I'm not dealing well. I need to figure out what it is posthaste

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auto-synch

[chaiya.livejournal.com]

I woke up at 6 am this morning for no known reason. Should've been too tired to wake up, since I only went to bed at 2. But I couldn't get immediately back to sleep, and when I finally did drift off again, I had nightmares about twin babies being lost in beach sand ...

Re: auto-synch

[arib.livejournal.com]

We've had at least one other moment like that in the past two weeks that you've told me about.

Does anybody else hear that weird X-Files music? :-)

We're just well-connected, I guess.

*hug*

Re: auto-synch

[chaiya.livejournal.com]

Yeah. *hugsback*

Re: auto-synch

[arib.livejournal.com]

So, here's the deal:

I'll try and reduce my stress, you try and reduce yours, and we'll be doing each other a favor, 'kay?

:-)

[teddywolf.livejournal.com]

I suspect you've been going through an odd loss of personal balance. I suggest not walking on balance beams, tightropes or political platforms for at least the next three hours, if not the next three and a half.