So, I'm graduated...
May. 24th, 2002 12:02 amThe pomp and circumstance is done, relatives have been placated, fed and wonderfully entertained.
I tend to base a lot of my personal happiness on my friends' happiness, and a lot of them just aren't right now. I find myself afraid that I've done something totally stupid, and that I've lost someone I care about very much when I have no evidence to that end at all. I just misinterpreted some parts of previous conversations, which have since been cleared up. Why am I worried?
Graduation symbolizes a big change in my life. While I've been out of school for several months now, I think today, and my feelings the past few days leading up to it have been all of it sinking in.
I was never too sure what to expect of my life post-college, we'll see what happens, huh?
I tend to base a lot of my personal happiness on my friends' happiness, and a lot of them just aren't right now. I find myself afraid that I've done something totally stupid, and that I've lost someone I care about very much when I have no evidence to that end at all. I just misinterpreted some parts of previous conversations, which have since been cleared up. Why am I worried?
Graduation symbolizes a big change in my life. While I've been out of school for several months now, I think today, and my feelings the past few days leading up to it have been all of it sinking in.
I was never too sure what to expect of my life post-college, we'll see what happens, huh?
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Date: 2002-05-24 09:23 am (UTC)it _is_ a big change in life, and it can take a while to sink in, particularly if they separate graduation and Graduation like they did with you...
May you have an easier time with it than i did
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Date: 2002-05-27 08:51 am (UTC)I wish I could tell you everything magically fell into place *laugh* It didn't. But life has gone on, as it always does, and I kept on learning, because life is like that. And I know you will too. Besides, you have a *job*, which is doing better than I was :)
*big encouraging hug*
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